Hormon

Ari sabtu, 14 April 2012 It has been a long week for me.. Sedikit kurang sihat arini.. Headache, senggugut.. Lemahnya tubuh ni.. Ari isnin tu aku ke KL, selasa ada mtg utk projek jabatan dgn UNDP. Rabu blik. Penat. Tp ada yg lbh mngganggu aku sbnarnya.. Abgku, Alit.. Waktu aku d kl, satu kali ja dia jmpa aku.. Xtau apa salah aku, dia lgsg xpeduli sma aku.. Aku tau dia bkn bgini.. Klau dia xmarah dgn ssorg, dia xkan buat bgini.. There must be somthing wrong somewhere.. But it comes to the level that i cannot take it anymore.. Too many things, too much information.. N i feel like i'm going to give up.. I need a break.. Seriously.. Dan lg, i'm missing someone that is belong to someone else.. Have to create a distance between us evnthough i miss him so much.. dia byk tlg aku bina blik kekuatan dlm diri ni tp dia akn kawin xlama lg.. Kena blajar lupakn dia, xblh trlampau brgantung dgn dia.. P/s: too much pain that i wanna go somewhere else that the pain cant catch me.. But where?